I'm such a failure

Though i did better than some other people.
Though some thought my results was alright.

I dont think it is.
I expected more , i really did.

I couldn't bring myself to share the joy of other classmates getting good results.
At that point of time, i was really disappointed.
I walked off earlier because i knew i couldn't hold my tears for long & i don't want so many people to see me crying.

It was only before training ( napha test) started when i couldn't control and broke down into tears. Thanks everyone who was there trying to cheer me up.
Simple words like " cheer up !" or even awesome hugs made me feel better. I'm serious.
There were people scoring worse than me, happy with their own results who tried to comfort me too. I really appreciate it.

oh well.
time to concentrate on other topics.
Chinese? I'm done with you.